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~Episode 31~
Nurse, excuse me, where's the emergency room?
Straight ahead, then turn right.
OK. Thanks.
Zao Zao! Is my dad OK?
Uncle Ou... Uncle Ou is still being rescued inside.
Don't worry! He'll be OK.
Don't worry any more.
Uncle Ou will be OK.
He'll definitely be OK.
The patient is no longer in critical condition.
We had previously managed
to tame his CHD.
Now through revascularization, in the meanwhile,
it'll minimize episodes of myocardial infarction.
After we watch him a few days, he can go home and rest.
But remember,
do not let him get emotional.
Thanks, doctor.
His anesthesia is not wearing out yet.
You have to take good care of him.
Dad,
it'll be okay.
It will definitely be okay.
You have to hang in there.
The family can't be without you.
The company can't be without you.
Mom can't be without you.
I, even more so, can't be without you.
Dad,
you used to always require me to do this,
do that,
I always secretively revolted inside.
But I know, without you,
I wouldn't be the way I am today.
Actually,
I think you and Uncle Ou are very much alike.
Equally excellent.
He must be so proud of you.
Yeah?
Of course.
Every time he mentions your name,
his face is full of pride.
Zao Zao, thank you so much.
I don't need you here any more. Go back and get some rest.
Don't need me any more?
Sorry. I'm so tired I'm dizzy.
I don't mean that. What I mean is
my mom has gotten off the flight.
She'll be here very soon and take care of my dad.
You've worked a lot. Have some rest.
No.
I want to be with you.
I mean,
I want to be with you together taking care of Uncle Ou.
OK.
You've worked all day, have you eaten anything?
I'll go buy you some food. You stay here.
How could I not need you here?
I didn't know before,
how much my life needed you.
Not my turn yet. I'm so nervous.
Hao Chen, how did it go?
So-so.
Professor Yan asked several deliberately difficult questions
regarding regression analysis and model choice.
Fortunately, I was prepared.
If I revise it a bit more, it should be ready to be turned in.
To pass under Professor Yan is no easy task.
Of course, you are Ou Hao Chen.
Oh yeah, how's Uncle Ou doing?
Don't worry.
Doctor said he's recovering well.
In a few days he can come home and rest.
But,
this is not the kind of illness that can recover completely right away.
It's a little complicated.
Try your best to have a balanced recovery.
He's getting older, naturally requiring more care.
True.
Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you,
just now when you were having your dissertation in there, Mr. Hou said when
you are done to go talk to him at the auditorium. He needs to see you.
Then I'll go now.
Good luck at your dissertation.
I'm going.
I don't know from which point,
I started to be able to calmly
chat with you without reservation.
Not having to think about each thing I say,
and not having to worry about how you might react.
Looks like I have successfully graduated from this episode of love.
Excuse me,
focus on your studies when it's dissertation time. Stop looking around.
If you keep looking, you are going to turn into stone.
Don't you have your dissertation today?
I'm Master Fei, would I need to...
Shhhh!
I just have to get on stage.
This face would win them over.
If I were the professor, and saw your face,
I would want to make you fail my class.
I suggest you
go up there with a mask.
Maybe you'll get a passing grade.
Do you have any taste?
Such bad aesthetic sense.
I keep getting the feeling that you are
a little sad.
What's wrong?
How could I not?
After turning in this big stack of papers,
our college life will be over.
It took four years to complete this task.
I don't know if I'll be satisfied with it.
Time flies.
Feels like overnight, we are graduating.
Remember four years ago, I stepped in the door and told everyone,
"Hi everyone. I'm Shang Guan Yi."
Four years later, I'm sitting outside the door, waiting to graduate.
Four years' time,
really is just in and out, a flash.
Enough. Stop pretending to be deep.
You are not from the philosophy department.
None of your business.
What did I...
Hi. Gloria.
Right. My dad already told me.
But whether I'm going back to US after graduation,
I still have to think about it.
After all, that's a life changing decision.
Don't worry. I'll definitely be there for your anniversary.
Right. I'm sorry I wasn't there for your wedding.
I'll make up for it this time.
Right, right.
Zao Zao?
Of course Zao Zao won't be going with me.
No reason.
Hey, do all you married women like to gossip?
I... I'm busy.
Busy, busy. Bye bye.
What are you doing?
Scared me to death.
You are taking Zao Zao where?
None of your business.
If I take Zao Zao away,
wouldn't you have an opportunity again?
That's the past.
I'm not that senseless.
So you are not after Zao Zao's whereabouts.
Are you after me?
No way. You couldn't like me?
I like you.
I really really like you.
That's why you said I have really bad taste.
Hey if you are going to say something bad about someone could you...
Shang Guan Yi!
Coming.
I'm going.
Go.
Good luck.
Four years' time,
is it really like a flash of light?
Look at this person!
What's going on? So embarrassing.
She's hanging onto his leg!
But in this flash of light,
someone subconsciously came into my eyes.
No creases. No creases. Fix it over here.
Mr. Hou!
Ou Hao Chen!
How was the dissertation? Was it smooth sailing?
Pretty much.
Dean, you wanted to see me?
It's something very simple.
I just want you to represent all students
to go on the stage and give a graduation speech.
Graduation speech?
Don't you remember?
You were here four years ago. You represented all the freshmen and gave a speech.
Four years.
Your class is graduating.
Four years ago...
Ou Hao Chen,
I like you.
My brain and my heart,
and all of my organs are saying I like you.
Dean, I'm sorry.
I'm afraid I can't give the speech.
Why?
I'm really sorry. Because
I have something more important to do.
You stayed so long in the hospital. Must have been boring.
You can finally come home and rest.
Also saves our son and Zao Zao from constantly having to go to the hospital.
Oh right, the doctor said the reason it flared up
was you got too emotional.
You are not a kid any more.
You should know to take good care of yourself.
Why get so emotional all the time?
Dad, time for your medicine.
Here. Take it.
I'm not taking it.
What's wrong?
Dad, is there something on your mind?
Look, if it wasn't for our son and Zao Zao,
you would have died!
Look at you.
You've been wearing this angry face since you woke up at the hospital.
If you have something to say, then say it.
Ask him yourself.
What is it?
What did I do?
Look at you. You've been so strict
on Hao Chen since he was little.
Now no matter if you are talking about academics, or the company,
he works so hard at both.
How could you still not approve of him?
I thought you would have changed when you came back this time.
I guess you are still the same.
I used to be too strict on him.
But now, he's acting in revolt!
Uh...
Ask him. He's got big ideas.
He chose to not go to Imperial College London's interview
and lied to all of us about it.
Hao Chen, is your dad telling the truth?
Yes. I didn't go.
Dad, mom, I don't want to go.
I'm sorry I lied to you.
I don't have any idea what you are thinking about.
Such a big deal,
how could you be so rash in your decision?
Is what you did right?
Dad,
this was my decision after much consideration.
I think this is my least rash decision.
You are driving me so mad!
The doctor said, don't get emotional!
Go open the door.
Look at you!
Come.
Surprise!
Hao Chen.
Wait, don't misinterpret.
We are enemies who just happen to cross each other's paths.
I mean, we just both want to see Uncle Ou.
Who is your enemy?
Then passerby, okay?
Smile.
Uncle Ou, are you feeling better?
Uncle Ou, auntie.
What's wrong?
Ask him.
That's a big deal. You didn't even talk to us about it.
It was for Zao Zao, wasn't it?
Kind of.
I don't know how to put it myself either.
Anyway, I have decided.
Then what about your dad?
Even though I haven't talked to you about it before, I know that
in your heart,
you have always been afraid to fail his expectations.
This is my life.
I didn't live for others to see.
I believe one day he'll understand.
Hao Chen,
I want to congratulate you.
Congratulate me on what?
I mean
I'm really impressed by your attitude of choosing your own life paths.
Being filial to your parents and taking care of yourself
are really two separate things.
But this decision wasn't easy to make.
Like Han Fei said,
I almost never go against my father's wishes.
But this is my business.
I believe God is just.
When I want something,
he will make me lose something else.
Actually
I was quite surprised by this.
Ou Hao Chen has always been an independent person.
It's just that in the past,
he never ran into anything that he really had to go against.
You mean, Zao Zao gave him reason to revolt?
More or less.
Honestly I don't really understand.
What if he had to go abroad?
If they love each other, they can continue.
At most it'll cost more on communications and travels.
Not a big deal. Right?
You're actually worried that
with their newly revived relationship,
it won't stand up to the test of time and space.
Anyways it's their business.
Let them solve it themselves.
But based on the current look of things,
Zao Zao doesn't know about Ou Hao Chen giving up his interview yet.
So let's not talk about it any more.
You seem to have changed completely.
I thought you would take another shot when your enemy is weak.
Does arguing with me make you happy?
Not necessarily.
Since you said you have a new perception of me,
then would you mind giving me a ride?
Cash or card?
Han Fei, actually, you are pretty nice.
I won't give you a discount.
I think you are really cool.
I told you there's no discount. You coming or not?
Are you coming?
Don't touch me.
No touching.
Let's go. Stop talking.
Blah blah blah. No one asked you to get on.
The interview and the contest were on the same day.
Hello? Is it Imperial College London?
Hello.
Zao Zao.
Uncle Ou.
Cooking?
You've worked hard recently.
Uncle Ou, don't be like that.
This is the least I can do.
Where's Hao Chen?
He went with auntie to the grocery store.
He should be back soon.
Zao Zao.
Come here.
I want to talk to you about something.
Zao Zao, here, sit.
Recently, you've been by Hao Chen's side.
It has really changed him.
Father knows son best.
I have seen every little change that has happened.
Thank you, for bringing so many positive influences to Hao Chen.
Hao Chen has been a very organized, well planned character since he was little.
We see him
following our goals.
We are very happy.
But recently, there were some other things.
He derailed. It has really hurt my feelings.
Zao Zao, did you know,
he didn't fail the interview.
He simply didn't go.
He... he didn't go?
Zao Zao,
I think it was for you.
Fortunately, Imperial College London
heard about this situation.
They are giving him a second chance.
Zao Zao, you need to know,
he can't arbitrarily give up such a good opportunity again.
Auntie Su Su and I are old.
You guys are grown up.
I know Hao Chen trusts you.
You are a good girl.
I beg you,
please talk to Hao Chen.
Thanks in advance.
We are back.
Hao Chen, hurry, put those in the fridge.
I'm back.
What are we having tonight?
I read the astrology, so I know.
It's tomato with fried eggs, isn't it?
Now the key to that is, more tomatoes, less eggs.
Don't make it fried eggs with tomato.
Do you need help?
No thanks.
OK. Let me wash this for you.
Hello? Daddy.
I was originally going to attend your graduation.
But the board meeting got pushed to now.
Gloria can't leave because of company matters too.
It's OK. I'm not a kid any more. Don't worry.
I'll take a couple of pictures and send them to you, OK?
Oh Gloria wanted me to tell you,
you weren't here for the wedding. Now it's our wedding anniversary,
you agreed so you must be there.
She's already told me. I'll definitely be there. Don't worry.
Last time Gloria told me you met a new friend?
And she said you agreed you'll bring her back.
Wait how could she have such a big mouth?
I didn't agree. It's...
Hello? Hello?
Zao Zao!
What's wrong?
You already knew didn't you?
Why did you have to keep it from me?
Were you afraid I'd blame myself?
I know,
I made Ou Hao Chen lose such a good opportunity.
I caused Uncle Ou to fall ill and lose consciousness.
It's not your responsibility.
Yes, Ou Hao Chen's decision this time shocked all of us.
But I support him.
If you are still
distraught over something in the past,
I don't think it's worth it.
Today is a new day.
Tomorrow is a new day.
So stop blaming yourself.
You are hurting yourself, as well as Ou Hao Chen.
But this isn't in the past.
If I need to pretend like I don't know anything,
and do nothing about it,
then I'll really be the person that hurts Ou Hao Chen.
I can't be by his side any more.
Because I'll only be dragging him down.
But...
I really don't know how I should face him from now on.
I know you are feeling terrible right now.
But you don't have to look for an answer right now.
One day, life will give you an answer.
If you think facing Ou Hao Chen right now
will give you that much pressure and bring you that much sadness,
I can help you.
Han Fei is right.
Time will give me an answer.
If I can't think it through, then I should just let it be.
Today is graduation day.
No matter how sad I am, I need to be smiling.
Let's go see where everyone is.
I know in your hearts, sometimes you aren't impressed by me.
I also know I didn't do a good job as the team leader.
But we are about to graduate.
I really want the best for you guys.
Now we are leaving this college campus,
I won't be able to look after you guys.
You guys need to...
- Don't cry any more.- Ya Meng, don't cry any more.
You guys have some conviction.
Don't let others bully you.
If you get bullied, let me know. I'll beat them up.
Ya Meng, don't cry any more.
Don't cry any more. OK?
Don't cry.
One, two, three.
Look.
We're separating! We're separating!
What's wrong?
Did you know for four years, I heard your teeth grinding every night?
Now all of a sudden I won't hear it any more.
What if I can't sleep?
Put me down. Put me down!
Another one. This way.
What's wrong?
Xiao Ke, do you know,
you are so pretty.
Really?
Actually,
I have buried something in my heart for 4 years.
Today I must say it.
Yan Xiao Ke,
you are the person I like and care about.
I hope
we can hold hands and walk out of the school.
Not going different directions.
Is that OK?
Really?
Of course.
More real than pearls.
Xiao Ke?
You are
so pretty.
You thought it was real!?
You!
Wang Zi Le, you tricked me!
Sorry!
- Don't chase me.- Stop right there!
Zao Zao,
they are all tricking me.
Hurry and chase them.
This is our youth.
There's laughter, regret,
friendship, and love.
At this moment, we are still holding onto each other,
crying and laughing.
At the next moment, where are we going to be?
What will we become?
Four years ago when we entered this university as freshmen,
someone once told me,
"This place is not a destination but a platform.
It's a process and even more an opportunity."
In this 4 years' time,
we have learned much professional knowledge
but what's more important, I think is that
while on this campus, we have learned how to walk out of this campus.
In this knowledge, we learned that knowledge can't give us everything.
While here, I got to know all of you.
During this process, I went through a lot of changes, and caught onto the opportunity which life has given me.
Where is Ou Hao Chen?
At such an important moment, why isn't he here?
I have no idea.
Maybe he's held up by something.
In these 4 years,
some people learned about friendship.
Some people found their confidence.
Some have took off what was weighing them down.
And some
have gone from sitting in the backstage
to shining on the front stage.
From today onwards,
we are all going to walk towards the real world in front of us.
I believe that every adolescent sitting here
has the ability to go against all the challenges in the future.
And everything which has once inspired us in the past,
will also protect our dreams forever.
Thank you, everyone.
We graduated!
- Stand there, don't run.- Don't run!
Shang Guan, your speech was so good.
Thank you.
What's wrong?
Ou Hao Chen said that he is looking for me for something.
He asked me to wait for him in the auditorium.
Then well, let's go first.
We'll wait for you in the front.
I have finally graduated.
Chi Zao Zao,
4 years ago, it was in this auditorium,
thanks to the microphone not being turned off,
everyone heard your heart's words.
Your sense of direction really is bad.
You dashed head first into my life.
You painted my life with unexpected colors.
What I used to think could only happen in fantasies,
after a hundred and one nights,
it became the truth accompanying me every single day.
Four years ago, right here, I owed you an answer.
Today, this auditorium
will once again be my witness.
I have no idea when it started,
but I can no longer tolerate life without you.
I didn't want to confront how good you were to me.
Or how I really felt inside.
But no matter how I try to run away from it,
the dairy knows, the unazukin knows.
The German notebook which you copied word by word knows.
The strings you bought for me know.
The Spicy King medals you won know.
The dolls you have made know.
All of them knew it.
But I, this fool,
kept being unwilling to open my eyes.
But I'm changing too.
The feelings which I don't dare to face, kept guiding me.
Unknowingly wanting to get close to you,
protect you.
Finally one day, I opened my eyes.
Like how you secretly paid attention to me in the past,
I've followed you quietly,
observed your kindness and dumbness,
understood your fortitude and bravery.
Someone once told me,
love starts with a confession. (the Chinese title to this drama)
We both had a failed confession.
I don't know if this is counts as a good beginning.
I also don't know if today's confession
can bring me love.
But I think we owe each other a definite answer.
I don't want you to look at me secretly again.
Or myself to secretly stand on the side.
I hope that on our road to the future,
we can be just like these photographs,
stand side by side together.
holding hands and walking forward.
Chi Zao Zao.
I like you.
I really really like you.
This is my yearbook.
Ou Hao Chen, I like you!
My brain and my heart,
every organ in my body,
are all saying that I like you!
Look at her.Yeah, really.
Can this doll help you get into Class A?
Ou Hao Chen,
I told you you would catch me.
As long as I eat one more mouthful,
then I'm a step closer to
the tickets that Ou Hao Chen wants.
I have finished it.
You were really the plaster man?
The Thinker is you?
For real?
Zao Zao.I like you.I want to let the whole world know this.
I have no idea how many of your dreams I can fulfill with you.
But as long as I'm here,
I will urge you to fulfill them one by one.
Until you tell me that
I no longer have any regrets.
Thankfully, the Imperial College London
learned about the situation.
They have given Hao Chen a second chance for the interview.
Zao Zao, you need to know that
he can not stubbornly lose this opportunity again.
Auntie Su Su and I are getting old.
You guys have also grown up.
Will you help me convince Hao Chen?
Out of all my dreams,
my biggest dream was to be with you.
But I can't let my small dreams
block your road to the future.
So I know that my dream
can never come true now.
Zao Zao.
Zao Zao?
Now's the time. End everything.
Hao Chen,
sorry.
I'm really sorry.
~Next Episode Preview~
Look me in the eyes
and tell me one more time
that you don't like me anymore.
That's enough!
Don't force her anymore, okay?
Actually, Zao Zao...
she's already agreed to come to the United States with me.
If the Ou Hao Chen that you like
is someone who will only fly high and go far
and is a cold-blooded animal with no feelings,
then I will become what you wish for.
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